Well since as a rule I WILL NOT mix chemo and schoolwork on the same night. I have decided to word vomit all over this page (...no actual vomit yet, though, thank you modern medicine). And since my brain is slightly tired/jumbled...for multiple reasons.... I am going to make this post all about the list.
Pros
*sleeping in 20 more minutes every morning
*any hairstyle I freakin want is just a wig away
*wigs to match the day. aka lucky sped wig
*touching my head feels amazing, how do boys not rub their short hair all day???
*hats are adorable on me
*I got to legit get my hair cut a a real barbershop
*cannot wait to see what its like when it grows back. dark brown? thick? I hope so!
Cons
*cannot tell where to stop putting on makeup... where is my hair/hat line???
*when was the last time I showered?? Cannot tell.
*that awkward moment when I reach up to twirl my hair...
*headphones over wig? headphones over hat/scarf?
*everyone knows I have cancer
*waiting for it to grow back
List two: Tho do's and dont's of cancer list:
Please don't
*ever say that I did great, "considering"
*treat me differently
*pity me
*cough with you mouth open next to me
*take a bite of my damn eggs before I even take a bite (haha Corie... you will never live that down)
But, please do:
*love on my wigs
*keep in touch
*make cancer jokes
*ask me anything you want about it
*ask me to show you my PET scans
*understand when I don't feel good
List three: funny cancer moments
*barbershop moment
*anything henry dodd says: especially the whispered "cancer, leave my friend alone"
*reading webpath questions that are basically my life
*getting to be a pirate with Malia, especially when we also make Nathan a blanket turban
List four: reasons why I am exhausted right now:
*chemo #7
*late night ridiculous chats of all kinds and with all kinds
*the guilt of not studying tonight
*my strange addiction to the food network
*this blog right now
Okay bed is calling my name. Night night :)
Liv
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