Today I got my act together and actually worked out for the first time SINCE I WAS DIAGNOSED. And dang, do I even have muscles anymore?? Oh wait- yes I do...cause they hurt right now! Sitting down in a chair was nearly impossible, I just kind of fell into it...haha.
But seriously, it felt good to get some of my nervous energy out and feel productive. Not like I've been a lazy butt all the time or anything, but eventually I will have to go back to being a real life person who actually has to watch what they eat and work out and do their own laundry. I mean swimsuit season is coming up, I guess... haha... do medical students have swimsuit season?? I guess this will be my last one...
Speaking of swimsuits. All of these Spring breakers posting to Facebook made me think of my fun little trip with my besties last year. I miss you all. Good times and trunk times (haha...). We had so much fun. We woke up that little Siesta Key... just saying. I mean who else attempts to sing Rocky Top in Florida. Don't you just wish we were back laying out on that beach in the sunshine with no worries.... looking towards our future, all scared and excited at the same time.Doing what we do best... being too silly.
What are we doing, actually? haha...
Group pic the first night out. St Patty's. Love Olivia's hand in the pic.
Life isn't scary though, now. We were so bright eyed back then...and you know what, I still am bright eyed. I love school, even though it kills me sometimes, and I love my friends now, and love my friends from back then still. I mean, geez louis, if life is going good now... then I can only imagine what it will be like in 5 years... in 10 years... Dang. I will be like, a real grown up doctor or something. Wow.
Basically, what I am trying to say is that all this hard work is going to pay of big time in the future... and you can't get anywhere in life by sitting around and daydreaming about what you want to do. Just like I can't sit around and nom on peanut mms all day, either. You've got to get up and go after what you want. Don't lose the wonder of the future...but wonder while you work to achieve that dream. It's out there. You have just got to grab it.
Now, while I miss lounging on the beach, I know that one day I'll be back. In the distant future... but the next time I am there I will be able to daydream about my REAL LIFE. And that will be pretty cool.
So the new Shins album just came out and I have been jamming to it for the past couple of hours... so I thought I'd leave you with a sample of my favorite songs...
Ok so the lib is closing. Guess, I should stop "studying"(slash blogging) and go to bed now... haha.
Liv
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